My aunt left today. I wanted to cry when we were meeting for the last time at the airport. I tried to but I couldn't. I wanted to but I didn't. So I didn't cry - big deal???
But untill sometime back I was thinking about my memories with her. She is probably the only relative of mne I have known so much about and have learnt so much from - just by obeserving. I don't want to write about my old memories here but after thinking about them I did let my eyes produce a few tears. i didn't allow them to roll down my cheeks.
Then I preferred thinking about other things (guess what??? ... No, please don't do it.) This is one I am trying to conceive for the last many weeks. So I started structuring it now.
Anyways, now my brother has gone to stay with my grandparents as my aunt has left and they are alone. He will stay with them for a few days untill my turn comes. Even my cousin sister will stay with them for a few days. This will continue till my uncle is back for-good from Saudi Arabia. My brother not being with me is making me feel as thought even he has left me and gone somewhere. I am a kind of missing him too.
My aunt called sometime back to inform her safe arrival there. She will now go to Mecca and perform 'tawaf'. I feel her being there and doing all that. I will always miss her presence. I will call her and talk to her tomorrow.
Today I checked out my cousin sisters's marks. They were in Kashmir till now and have arrived just a few hours back. The one who was in 10th standard scored a brilliant 92% and the other who was in 12th scored a decent 70%. Now my sister is waiting for her EAMCET rank which is supposed to be released tomorrow early morning. Hope Allah gives her the best.
And I updated Flowing Emotions today. I don't know what to call it!
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