I Wish I Could Write More and Better

Naw, happens all the time, somebody else's blood splatters on me. Hey, wait a minute... you're right! You made me bleed my own blood.
- Nelson, The Simpsons, Season 1, Episode 5

It's hard to decide at times what the right thing is. Especially when it doesn't give any peace and I don't want to lose any friend, especially after deciding that I have to stay at a distance from one it becomes more difficult. Some times I feel I am overflowing with love for some people but because I don't know what exactly to do with it I just have to stay like always. It's just the way it is. It's just the way I am. I sincerely hope that everybody remains happy and nice always.

Yesterday I made a big trip to the bank with my mother in the morning. We opened a joint account which was my second, filled in many many forms, met many people there who wished me good luck and said things about UTD and Dallas. My aunt works there and my mother being her elder sister found a lot of respect almost instantly. From there I had to walk some good distance under that humid sun and get myself sweating. I walked upto my mother's office with her to be in her company for at least for that much time.

Later I went to my maternal aunt's place where I was feeling very sleepy. I had slept early morning after 4 am and it was getting difficult keeping my eyes open there. I took a nap and in the evening with other two cousins went out. My parents called me and asked me to reach home before 9 pm. I decided to stay out till 10 pm at least but still reached in time. I was told that I had to sign some papers when I reach home. And when I was here, it took me less than two minutes to finish it. I asked my father if it was necessary for me to get home early. He hardly spoke anything on that. I wanted to go to a cousin's place even today but stayed home all day and slept. Then had a chat with a friend in the evening and time has been passing smoothly since then.