Wednesday, November 8, 2006

More Pristine ... But I am hiding something!

Today I wrote another poem for Gridlocked. This time I liked it myself. I just did it. When I first thought of writing I didn't know what I was going to write. I had a head ache and still I continued and I got this thing. I have named it as 'My Moon'. I think it suits it ... still it should make no difference.

Today I had decided that I won't turn onthe computer unless I study for sometime. I did study but it was for a very short time. But I am somehow happy that I had started, but I am not satisfied. The poem still remains the best thing I did today. Tomorrow I will most probably be going to my grandparents' house and there I will try to study for a longer period of time. I don't know why I have lost the worry of getting less marks. My mother worries more than me.

It was still a fine day even though I did nothing much. I was feeling satisfied with other things but now I find my heart beat a little faster. This happens sometimes - with no reason I can understand. I have once read in some book the method to handle a problem - accept that you have a problem, try to find a solution by analysing it, and don't thing of the problem while implementing the solution. Here, for me, now, I don't even know if I have a problem..... I know I am a bit crazy now. Things are not clear!


Today in the evening I filled the drinking water. It was raining and I still had to do it. My mother had asked for it 2 days back and I forgot. If I had forgotten it even today, then I would have got the work of purchasing drinking water from some store. That is something I don't like doing. ... There was a lot of problem with filling today. I had to hold the umbrella between my shoulder and neck and use my hands. It was tiring.

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