Had a gud time with friends today. it was supposed to b a day spent studying but never mind as always it is said therz always next time...next day here. hope tomm will b productive. i am just pacifying my frustration here...of course!
my attempt to forget a few things r going fine xcept that a face today was really a terrifying frame. i know this wont b easy going. it has started just now and i hav to go a long way. but as i hav already decided, i am standing for this decision i hav taken. tearing that paper with a chiche written red was uncomfortable. i still hav the paper bits with me...can anyone help me and tell me wat i can do with it?...it will b tough to trash it.
i was feeling writing sumthing for flowing emotions but didnt really get sumthing nice a reason and a topic to do so. mayb tomm i hope i can key in a little.
i really felt sory for my friend who was told in her lab xternal sumting crap and was terrible. i know it could hav been me too. God-willing everyhting should b fine.
ending on a positive note hoping for hardwork tomm.
Monday, April 3, 2006
Sunday, April 2, 2006
This was nice ... !
I was just getting the feeling that i had wasted yet another day by studying nothing but sum pages of Fountainhead and newspaper, i found sumthing new i could play with. i had sum gr8 time chatting with 2 of my very gud friends using the status messages in the yahoo messenger. it was coool changing the mesages continously and discussing interesting things.
we had a talk on the concept of girfriend among others and i was of the opinion that it is a bad thing to hav gurlfriends. then ther were many comments exchanged - of course through status messages. i told that if i hav a friend whoz a girl and if i tell her 'i love u' and if she blushes, then shez my girlfriend. but i also understand that if i say the same thing to a gud friend whoz a grl in a much different way, then she wont b my girlfriend, as it is obvious that gud friends love and care for each other. one of my friends said that a girlfriend will show more care and effection toward him than just a girl who is his friend. i replied "if i had a very gud friend whoz a guy, and if i call him as my boyfriend, then i will find many raised eyebrows ". well, this was not all. i had a very nice time and the chat was a long one.
later i saw a blog written by my cousine who is 5 years younger to me (http://mythuts.blogspot.com). hez really an interesting person and i know he has a gr8 time ahead in his life. he will definitely go a long way. i am proud to b his cousine.
and yes, i made a decision today. i am going to forget sumthing tat has changed my life. i tried it b4 but this time i am determined and i will prove that i hav principles i stand for. hope my God helps me with this. i will move on and live a life of my own. though i will never forget wat all i hav learnt till now. of course therz lot more left to b understood yet.
i will now give more time and concern to my friends. they always mean a lot to me.
k then...c ya tomm.
we had a talk on the concept of girfriend among others and i was of the opinion that it is a bad thing to hav gurlfriends. then ther were many comments exchanged - of course through status messages. i told that if i hav a friend whoz a girl and if i tell her 'i love u' and if she blushes, then shez my girlfriend. but i also understand that if i say the same thing to a gud friend whoz a grl in a much different way, then she wont b my girlfriend, as it is obvious that gud friends love and care for each other. one of my friends said that a girlfriend will show more care and effection toward him than just a girl who is his friend. i replied "if i had a very gud friend whoz a guy, and if i call him as my boyfriend, then i will find many raised eyebrows ". well, this was not all. i had a very nice time and the chat was a long one.
later i saw a blog written by my cousine who is 5 years younger to me (http://mythuts.blogspot.com). hez really an interesting person and i know he has a gr8 time ahead in his life. he will definitely go a long way. i am proud to b his cousine.
and yes, i made a decision today. i am going to forget sumthing tat has changed my life. i tried it b4 but this time i am determined and i will prove that i hav principles i stand for. hope my God helps me with this. i will move on and live a life of my own. though i will never forget wat all i hav learnt till now. of course therz lot more left to b understood yet.
i will now give more time and concern to my friends. they always mean a lot to me.
k then...c ya tomm.
Saturday, April 1, 2006
hii..
the xam was good except for the viva. i wish i could hav done it well.
today i came to know a few more things on where i stand now. feels gud that i know it but i guess its too late now. i hope i will move on this time. this can b tough i understand but i will prove it to myself that THERE ARE principles i stand for. i will write more on this. currently there is nothing i understand things around me. i cant understand where i went wrong that i made sumone feel that i am worthless and i flirt around. the reason to b gud is dying now and i suppose this can really b interesting.
i wnated to b more frank in writing all this but i will hold on a few more things this time till i settle down and gather myself. mayb 'gridlocked' is waiting for me again !!!
u ppl b happy and leave waterev worries u can on me. i am here and i will take them on me .... iwsh i could do that.
today i came to know a few more things on where i stand now. feels gud that i know it but i guess its too late now. i hope i will move on this time. this can b tough i understand but i will prove it to myself that THERE ARE principles i stand for. i will write more on this. currently there is nothing i understand things around me. i cant understand where i went wrong that i made sumone feel that i am worthless and i flirt around. the reason to b gud is dying now and i suppose this can really b interesting.
i wnated to b more frank in writing all this but i will hold on a few more things this time till i settle down and gather myself. mayb 'gridlocked' is waiting for me again !!!
u ppl b happy and leave waterev worries u can on me. i am here and i will take them on me .... iwsh i could do that.
Friday, March 31, 2006
Hii ther !
m bac again. started the day on a bad note, so slept for some extra time just to clear the bad opening. i didnt really feel like having my breakfast today so just had sum milk and grapes. tomm is my 2nd lab external and i pray evn this one passes by smoothly as the previous one did. i still hav to start studying and its already 13:00 hours.
i read the posts i had written yestday i was wonderind wat made me write all that. this happens frequently that i rethink on everything i had done. makes me feel really happy though.
k then...i'll b bac again tomm.
i read the posts i had written yestday i was wonderind wat made me write all that. this happens frequently that i rethink on everything i had done. makes me feel really happy though.
k then...i'll b bac again tomm.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Hii...
It was a day wasted today. Just that I could write a new post and a poem to get them published them onto my blogs. Creating this new one too was sumthing I was thinking about for long. I wanted to have this kind of journal where I can write daily and share. NowI don't know if I am really going to update it daily, but I must definitely attempt that.
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