Yesterday I was too tired after writing and reading so much. In the evening I was again not feeling well and I also had to go to a marriage fuction. I couldn't skipp that because that was my only source of dinner :D . Anyways I am fine now and I really feel wonderful after I have written that.
I am going to rewrite all that once again after a year. Till then I will have learnt a lot many things.
I do not hav much to write for today. Its just the actual start of my day now and unlike daily I am updating this in during the daytime itself just in case I dont feel like doing it in the night.
Today again I have party to attend and I am sure its gong to be boring with no chicken. I have started to dislike mutton already.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Friday, April 28, 2006
Yes ... here it is
The day before yesterday was as plain as open sky and I slept for most of the time. It was my first holiday and I thought thats the best way to enjoy it. Even sleeping is sometimes a kind of enjoyment. My cousin was here and we had a fine time. He left yesterday morning.
Yesterday I had been to Ocean Park - a water theme park. My basic purpose was to accompany my friends and not to enjoy the water there. In the morning all my friends, 7 of them, came to my house and maybe this was for the first time that I had so many of my friends at my house. It was great to see them all here. Just that a few more were missing and it would have been much better if they had been with us yesterday.
We reached the place by around 12 noon. The first attraction was the one of bumping cars. I just sat there watching 4 of my friends palying with those cars. I didn't go there for reasons unknown to myself and I didn't bother to find it out too. I was happy seeing them play. Next they went to the changing rooms and as I have already decided not to let myself into the waters, I waited for them to get themselves into their swimming costumes. We had a short photo session after that. 2 of them were trying to hide themselves preventing to get into the frame of the pictures but we managed to have them in the clicks.
They went into the wave-pool and I stood beside it with 2 others who too have felt the same way I did. But later one of them got interested in the waters and got carried away. I stood outside and took a few more pics.
Time passed quickly(though I WAS getting bored!), and they all went for the water rides and slides. We took indvidual pics after this. Following the 3rd photo session we left that place. It was around 4:30 I suppose.
But after we came out, one of my friend decided that he would not allow himself and others to leave that place right away. He took the keys of one of the bikes and refused to return it saying that he would ride a bike whose keys were with another guy. The other guy too was stubborn and refused to give the keys of that bike saying that he would ride it himself. They didn't fought but they we spent another one hour sitting there doing foolishly nothing. Later sense dawned into them and we left for the city. On our way back we had grilled chicken and I was droppend at my house at 6:40.
It a day well spent even though I went there not to enjoy but just to be with my friends. And yes there was something more I observed. I was in my formal clothes there and I was being looked by some people like an alien. I could see many eyes eyes staring at my attire as if I had come from some extra-terrestrial place with some machines fixed onto my features. Their sights were shooting violent glances at me hitting me directly at my face. But I refused to allow those shots to pierce into my skin and I helped my skin smile. I wasn't perturbed, rather I was enjoying it.
Late in the evening I helped my mom with some chores and continued with "The Virtue of Selfishness". I wanted to write all this yesterday itself buutcouldn't because I was really thinking abou a few things and I didn't with to lose my rythm with that. Today I will start writing Flowing Emotions and I have no how much its going to take. I hope it gets completed by today night or atleast tomorrow morning.
Today I have many things to do including the partial formatting of my system. It has slowed down a lot and thnx to HP-recovery I can with ease reinstall all the softwares that were shipped with it when I bought it 18 months back.
Tomorrow I will be leaving for Gulbarga in the evening. Though I haven't received the final nod from my parents, I know its just a mater of few second before they agree. I may be there for 3-4 days with my cousins. I am sure of having good time with them.
Yesterday I had been to Ocean Park - a water theme park. My basic purpose was to accompany my friends and not to enjoy the water there. In the morning all my friends, 7 of them, came to my house and maybe this was for the first time that I had so many of my friends at my house. It was great to see them all here. Just that a few more were missing and it would have been much better if they had been with us yesterday.
We reached the place by around 12 noon. The first attraction was the one of bumping cars. I just sat there watching 4 of my friends palying with those cars. I didn't go there for reasons unknown to myself and I didn't bother to find it out too. I was happy seeing them play. Next they went to the changing rooms and as I have already decided not to let myself into the waters, I waited for them to get themselves into their swimming costumes. We had a short photo session after that. 2 of them were trying to hide themselves preventing to get into the frame of the pictures but we managed to have them in the clicks.
They went into the wave-pool and I stood beside it with 2 others who too have felt the same way I did. But later one of them got interested in the waters and got carried away. I stood outside and took a few more pics.
Time passed quickly(though I WAS getting bored!), and they all went for the water rides and slides. We took indvidual pics after this. Following the 3rd photo session we left that place. It was around 4:30 I suppose.
But after we came out, one of my friend decided that he would not allow himself and others to leave that place right away. He took the keys of one of the bikes and refused to return it saying that he would ride a bike whose keys were with another guy. The other guy too was stubborn and refused to give the keys of that bike saying that he would ride it himself. They didn't fought but they we spent another one hour sitting there doing foolishly nothing. Later sense dawned into them and we left for the city. On our way back we had grilled chicken and I was droppend at my house at 6:40.
It a day well spent even though I went there not to enjoy but just to be with my friends. And yes there was something more I observed. I was in my formal clothes there and I was being looked by some people like an alien. I could see many eyes eyes staring at my attire as if I had come from some extra-terrestrial place with some machines fixed onto my features. Their sights were shooting violent glances at me hitting me directly at my face. But I refused to allow those shots to pierce into my skin and I helped my skin smile. I wasn't perturbed, rather I was enjoying it.
Late in the evening I helped my mom with some chores and continued with "The Virtue of Selfishness". I wanted to write all this yesterday itself buutcouldn't because I was really thinking abou a few things and I didn't with to lose my rythm with that. Today I will start writing Flowing Emotions and I have no how much its going to take. I hope it gets completed by today night or atleast tomorrow morning.
Today I have many things to do including the partial formatting of my system. It has slowed down a lot and thnx to HP-recovery I can with ease reinstall all the softwares that were shipped with it when I bought it 18 months back.
Tomorrow I will be leaving for Gulbarga in the evening. Though I haven't received the final nod from my parents, I know its just a mater of few second before they agree. I may be there for 3-4 days with my cousins. I am sure of having good time with them.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Tomorrow ...
This is not a procrastination and I know it is not so only because I have chosen it to be my moral code of ethic momentarily so as to make myself more deliberate towards transparency and honesty in accordance to the fundamentals my religion has set for me - the ones that have been rationally defined for my convenience to integrate them into my daily being by being epistemological in full range of verve.
All I mean to say is "watch this space tomorrow".
All I mean to say is "watch this space tomorrow".
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
I let it go today
I felt a bit feverish today evening. But I know it was not fever though my legs were feeling as if something was trying to force them burst. I thought of pressing them with my hands but left it for the tablet to do the work from inside. I am absolutely fine now but sleepy. I have got lots of writing work to do... I couldn't even start writing on the technology blog I wanted to, and started thinking on the next posting for Flowing Emotions but didn't start drafting it. I got a soft copy of "The Virtus of Selfishness" by Ayn Rand. I started reading it but I guess this is not something I can read directly from the screen - I will have to get the hard copy ... I better get a printout of it someday.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
I am so tired !
I think I should be feeling relaxed now as I am free with my holidays finally starting, but I am very tired. I couldn't sleep yesterday night and even today I had lots of time with friends and doing nothing at home. Of course I went to a party today which was very boring too as there was no chicken in the menu! It was like a world without ..... I think my friend has already use the continuation of this sentence as a status message for his Yahoo messenger so I don't think I should write it here. The continuation is of the type that may make anyone think of me as a $#&^%@* ... :D . They will be wrong if they do that. I am trying to change the topic thats currently disturbing my peace of mind, making me feel like crying. ... But I am doing great and I am happy - this is how I am supposed to be. Right?
I even wanted to start a new blog today but I don't think I'll be able to it now. God-willing I'll do it tomorrow. Tomorrow I will also start drafting a new post for Flowing Emotions. This will be the one that will complete one of my quotes on my Hi5 profile. In this particular posting I will definitely try to make myself more transparent a person and put forth my lucid views on life. But this thing is definitey going to take some time - maybe 2 days or more. I hope hope I will be clear enough for everybody to understand and powerfull enough for everybody to remember.
I have planned many things for these holidays but if I can even complete half of them I will be very happy with myself.
I have also installed IE 7 Beta 2 on my system. So, testing that is going to be real fun. Hope that will give me another topic to write on ;) .
I even wanted to start a new blog today but I don't think I'll be able to it now. God-willing I'll do it tomorrow. Tomorrow I will also start drafting a new post for Flowing Emotions. This will be the one that will complete one of my quotes on my Hi5 profile. In this particular posting I will definitely try to make myself more transparent a person and put forth my lucid views on life. But this thing is definitey going to take some time - maybe 2 days or more. I hope hope I will be clear enough for everybody to understand and powerfull enough for everybody to remember.
I have planned many things for these holidays but if I can even complete half of them I will be very happy with myself.
I have also installed IE 7 Beta 2 on my system. So, testing that is going to be real fun. Hope that will give me another topic to write on ;) .
Monday, April 24, 2006
One more to go ... tomorrow
Tomorrow I heve my lab external and that will be the last one. I pray to God I do this well and score good marks. After that I have holidays of almost 2 months. So once tomorrow's xam is finished I will never have to skip any updates or write shorter ones!
Tomorrow I plan to start a new blog where I will be writing about new technologies being developed and also the ones already in use. Hope this things is more interesting than the others. Even Flowing Emotions is waiting for an update - I should attend to that too!
Tomorrow I plan to start a new blog where I will be writing about new technologies being developed and also the ones already in use. Hope this things is more interesting than the others. Even Flowing Emotions is waiting for an update - I should attend to that too!
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Happiness is a state of mind ... regardless of the external disturbances!!!
Beside a world-class Imax screen's multiplex I saw a small make-shift fair that was sporting local good's sales and stall owners of lower-middle class; all this in a posh locality surrounding the famous Hussain Sagar. This was annoying. Not because of the "class" thig but because of the way my city, Hyderabad, is being presented to the people coming from other places. I wouldn't comment more on this fearing that I may endup sounding like a corporate personality, but I assume I am not wrong in disliking the idea of mixing up of venues meant for specific standards.
I had been with my parents for a casual and regular outing as today was Sunday. We had a pleasant time except for the alergic dust that was irritating me. I guess I sneezed for tens of times. And I know I made my sneezes catch many eyes around. It was terrible and terrific - terrible because sneezing tires me a lot, and terrific because I was enjoying it :D . I believe every experience is for either enjoying or leaning. And I was doing one of them here!
In the afternoon I read a motivational book by Zig Ziglar. It was good learning somethings again. I have quite a few books yet to be completed. And not to forget the titles I have already to get into my brain. Perhaps I must be spending a little less time on the internet and get along more with books. I wish I could give time for both.
Yesterday, as I have already mentioned about in the last update here, I had a lengthy talk with my friend, and I remember vividly that he said I am the most unlucky person he has met. Well buddy this is for you (I thought of writing a personal letter to you but I suppose its okay for me to share it openly) --- "I am probably the most lucky person I have met in my life. I couldn't have asked for better parents. Not to forget the religion I belong to. My parents have raised themselves from some sort of 'less-than-middleclass' to a 'better-than-middleclass' position - so here I got to see bad times too that have made me understand and learn so much. I can tell lengthy things on this but I hope you can understand what actually I want to convey. If I look back to what my parents were 10 years back, I would wonder how long they have walked to be here. I was lucky to see all this, not everybody gets a chance of this kind... The relatives I have got - they are so many and I never saw any conflicts. I see so many families around who fight for petty things and many times for property. I am lucky, no one in my very large family allowed these kind of things to trouble us. Furthermore, everytime I meet with any of my relative, I feel that I have reduced a little more distance between us. Not everybody has this kind of peace of mind... My parents have given me so much of freedom. They have provided me with every necessity and many luxuries. Somany don't get to enjoy all this... I have so many friends. I can't even count them. Then I have my very good friends. I never had these kind of friends before and I know that no matter where we are 2 years from now, I am never going to forget them. Not everybody gets good friends... These are just a few thigs I have presented buddy, there are several more and I don't think I can even count them. Actually I don't want to. I just thank my God for everything He has given, even the ones whose worth I haven't recognised yet... BUT I would like to tell you one thing that may really end or atleast dilute the concept of being 'lucky'. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS LUCK; ITS ALL GOD'S WISH. ... I am in no way unlucky. It is God's wish that has given me what I have and I thank Him for that. He has been too kind toward me and I can't pay him back." :)
Please never use that word for me. I am talking about 'me'. :) Read the title once ... :)
I had been with my parents for a casual and regular outing as today was Sunday. We had a pleasant time except for the alergic dust that was irritating me. I guess I sneezed for tens of times. And I know I made my sneezes catch many eyes around. It was terrible and terrific - terrible because sneezing tires me a lot, and terrific because I was enjoying it :D . I believe every experience is for either enjoying or leaning. And I was doing one of them here!
In the afternoon I read a motivational book by Zig Ziglar. It was good learning somethings again. I have quite a few books yet to be completed. And not to forget the titles I have already to get into my brain. Perhaps I must be spending a little less time on the internet and get along more with books. I wish I could give time for both.
Yesterday, as I have already mentioned about in the last update here, I had a lengthy talk with my friend, and I remember vividly that he said I am the most unlucky person he has met. Well buddy this is for you (I thought of writing a personal letter to you but I suppose its okay for me to share it openly) --- "I am probably the most lucky person I have met in my life. I couldn't have asked for better parents. Not to forget the religion I belong to. My parents have raised themselves from some sort of 'less-than-middleclass' to a 'better-than-middleclass' position - so here I got to see bad times too that have made me understand and learn so much. I can tell lengthy things on this but I hope you can understand what actually I want to convey. If I look back to what my parents were 10 years back, I would wonder how long they have walked to be here. I was lucky to see all this, not everybody gets a chance of this kind... The relatives I have got - they are so many and I never saw any conflicts. I see so many families around who fight for petty things and many times for property. I am lucky, no one in my very large family allowed these kind of things to trouble us. Furthermore, everytime I meet with any of my relative, I feel that I have reduced a little more distance between us. Not everybody has this kind of peace of mind... My parents have given me so much of freedom. They have provided me with every necessity and many luxuries. Somany don't get to enjoy all this... I have so many friends. I can't even count them. Then I have my very good friends. I never had these kind of friends before and I know that no matter where we are 2 years from now, I am never going to forget them. Not everybody gets good friends... These are just a few thigs I have presented buddy, there are several more and I don't think I can even count them. Actually I don't want to. I just thank my God for everything He has given, even the ones whose worth I haven't recognised yet... BUT I would like to tell you one thing that may really end or atleast dilute the concept of being 'lucky'. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS LUCK; ITS ALL GOD'S WISH. ... I am in no way unlucky. It is God's wish that has given me what I have and I thank Him for that. He has been too kind toward me and I can't pay him back." :)
Please never use that word for me. I am talking about 'me'. :) Read the title once ... :)
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Hiii ...
Today I worked on my Dad's website for his school. www.zehrahs.s5.com and zehrahs.googlepages.com . I have created 2 of them - on freeservers and googlepages. Two because freeservers fecilitates shorter name extensions but introduces advertisements (for starters there are no adverts for the first few days though), and googlepages because it is more flexible and has no adverts but has a larger name extension. It will depend on my dad on what he likes to keep. He hasn't seen it yet, so the decision is pending :) .
Today I spent a few hours with a friend and had lengthy discussions on MBD education and business concepts, and scope in various fields available of MBA students. It was rather a serious talk supplemented with cheeky jokes on people with smaller or no visions. I think this is a good topic for me to write on. I can definitely get more ideas on this and project how people waste themselves by working for multi-national companies that use them as a cheaper labor. I will get to this after finding more supportive material!
Then there were 2 blog postings by the same friend. I think he needs a dose that can make him an open person. I still feel he is a pessimist. Hope he understand what I mean to say. "Let there be light in your heart my friend - the one that makes you ..." whatever ... !!!
Today I spent a few hours with a friend and had lengthy discussions on MBD education and business concepts, and scope in various fields available of MBA students. It was rather a serious talk supplemented with cheeky jokes on people with smaller or no visions. I think this is a good topic for me to write on. I can definitely get more ideas on this and project how people waste themselves by working for multi-national companies that use them as a cheaper labor. I will get to this after finding more supportive material!
Then there were 2 blog postings by the same friend. I think he needs a dose that can make him an open person. I still feel he is a pessimist. Hope he understand what I mean to say. "Let there be light in your heart my friend - the one that makes you ..." whatever ... !!!
Friday, April 21, 2006
2 poems
I wrote 2 poems today. One on a little girl and the other on a mosquito! It was really interesting, a new experience, writing on topis like these. I hope I can do more of such kinds. Short poems are a bit tough to write as describing anything in lesser works requires a bit of extra thinking. May be for the first time I made corrections and modifications to a poem.
The reaction to my poem on a cute litle girl, by a friend, was really hilarious. I enjoyed what he said but I don't think that was good. But anyways he was joking.
The reaction to my poem on a cute litle girl, by a friend, was really hilarious. I enjoyed what he said but I don't think that was good. But anyways he was joking.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
I need assistance !
Really felt bad for not being to update for 2 continous days. The day before yesterday I was of course studying, and yesterday I had lengthy chats with some people so I was too tired to think anything and write. Not to mention the tiring day I had coupled with long hours of keeping myself awake.
I think, starting from tuesday afternoon till yesterday evening, I had more than a litre of coffee, and cold coffee for that metter. It was supposed to keep me awake and it surely did!
Since yesterday I've been feeling something incomplete and I cant understand why I should be that way because now that my exams are over I must be more relaxed. I guess that feeling passes away quickly.
I spent most of the day today sleeping and the on the internet. I am really looking for more things I can do to make my web pages more bigger, both - in number and size.
I finally removed my beard yesterday morning. It took a bit more time than usual and I gave myself a smile after the shave I had. I had done it after 15 days and it didnt make me feel anything different. I was being bombarded with many comments at home particularly and I decided to stop them.
Yesterday was my last day with some of my friends. I will meet them again only after the colleges start. I know I am going to miss the college life for the coming days. Its really tiring staying at home, all alone, sitting in front of the computer and typing. I know the later part is of my interest but the former thing is tizzy. I hope I enjoy my days and learn more of life!
I have an assignment given to me by my dad. I have to build a site for his schools and I have chosen freeservers.com for it. They provide shorter name extensions for free web hosting services. I was thinking of creating the pages on Dreamweaver and uploading them but I suppose this is not the right chance to do experiments. Its better off done using the builtin sitebuilder.
Letely I've been confused with what among the two is more important for us - people or the relationships we have with people. I have long back in one of my blog postings written that more than people it is the relation that is more important. But I think I have made a mistake with that. Or probably not. I request anyone with something more on this to direct me or I can say "correct me".
I also want some help regarding the blogging I am into. I understand blogs are the lowest level of sharing information and self-expressing. I prefer having a dedicated site for myself - one that has direct access and not through some other provider's interface. I have asked my cousin for help. He lives in England and has been into outsourcing consultancy. He said he will help me and also review my articles. I hope something good happens this time.
And yeah I got a comment on Flowing Emotions through blogsrater.com. The person is of the opinion that my blogs are disjoint and rambling. He is annoyed with what he read in "Why I hate Harry Potter". I wonder how he can rate my blog by just spending 18 minutes on it and giving 4 page views. There are more than 20,000 words in my blog and that person has checked them all in just 18 minutes and 4 pages. Interestingly impossible. He blames my small age as the reason for writing badly. Cool!
But I know I might not be good enough for writing anything, but I want to, and I welcome any help. I need to know my mistakes and I want to learn how to correct them. I want assistance!
I think, starting from tuesday afternoon till yesterday evening, I had more than a litre of coffee, and cold coffee for that metter. It was supposed to keep me awake and it surely did!
Since yesterday I've been feeling something incomplete and I cant understand why I should be that way because now that my exams are over I must be more relaxed. I guess that feeling passes away quickly.
I spent most of the day today sleeping and the on the internet. I am really looking for more things I can do to make my web pages more bigger, both - in number and size.
I finally removed my beard yesterday morning. It took a bit more time than usual and I gave myself a smile after the shave I had. I had done it after 15 days and it didnt make me feel anything different. I was being bombarded with many comments at home particularly and I decided to stop them.
Yesterday was my last day with some of my friends. I will meet them again only after the colleges start. I know I am going to miss the college life for the coming days. Its really tiring staying at home, all alone, sitting in front of the computer and typing. I know the later part is of my interest but the former thing is tizzy. I hope I enjoy my days and learn more of life!
I have an assignment given to me by my dad. I have to build a site for his schools and I have chosen freeservers.com for it. They provide shorter name extensions for free web hosting services. I was thinking of creating the pages on Dreamweaver and uploading them but I suppose this is not the right chance to do experiments. Its better off done using the builtin sitebuilder.
Letely I've been confused with what among the two is more important for us - people or the relationships we have with people. I have long back in one of my blog postings written that more than people it is the relation that is more important. But I think I have made a mistake with that. Or probably not. I request anyone with something more on this to direct me or I can say "correct me".
I also want some help regarding the blogging I am into. I understand blogs are the lowest level of sharing information and self-expressing. I prefer having a dedicated site for myself - one that has direct access and not through some other provider's interface. I have asked my cousin for help. He lives in England and has been into outsourcing consultancy. He said he will help me and also review my articles. I hope something good happens this time.
And yeah I got a comment on Flowing Emotions through blogsrater.com. The person is of the opinion that my blogs are disjoint and rambling. He is annoyed with what he read in "Why I hate Harry Potter". I wonder how he can rate my blog by just spending 18 minutes on it and giving 4 page views. There are more than 20,000 words in my blog and that person has checked them all in just 18 minutes and 4 pages. Interestingly impossible. He blames my small age as the reason for writing badly. Cool!
But I know I might not be good enough for writing anything, but I want to, and I welcome any help. I need to know my mistakes and I want to learn how to correct them. I want assistance!
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Just don't feel like today ...
I do have several things to write but I will it them tomorrow. I simply don't feel like doing it now.....I will be back.
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