Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Diplomacy


We must have strong minds, ready to accept facts as they are.
- Harry S Truman (1884-1972)
There was a bus standing in the middle of the road near the Barista at Banjara Hills. When I saw things from close, I stared at a dead body lying in the middle of the street covered with a blanket. I could only see the dark feet of a man who must have just been overrun by that bus. I know I have grown sullen and callous with these kind of things. There are other things that trouble. I wonder if there are really things I need to change with my premises.

These days I am finding myself to be more conservative than the people I see around. But I still can't have a plug on what all I think and how far I think. I am not aggressive unless I loose my cool. And coming to my temper, I am having a terrific time with it! There is lesser control than before and lot many reasons why it's increasing. Nothing is wrong with the reasons that make me angry; it's me.

Some problem still comes from my ego and pride. I am kind of getting addicted to me. Just because I am not criticized on my face, I should remember that I am not clean and pure. Just because I don't find faults in me, I shouldn't forget that there is a bigger probability now. These are simple reminders for me and writing them down definitely makes me feel better and stronger.

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