What am I doing ... none ... both ... or something a kind of antithesis to both!
Today afternoon I was having some cough syrup. As I poured a little syrup in the spoon and started to raise my hand toward my mouth, my hand started trembling.
3 hours I ha a terrible cramp in my feet. It was as if some bone in my feet had got dislocated from its position. Even till now I can feel soemhting uptill my knee. It was actually some nerve that got strained.
The moment I m touching water, I am getting shivers. I havent taken bath for the last 3 days. I feel so bad and guilty too!
I missed my fast today and even all the prayers. Such a pathetic time.
But still I am doing good mentally.
Every few hours either my mother or my grandparents are caling me to ask abt my health. Soem how I don't feel like telling them how I am doing exactly. Everytime I sopke, I told that I was doing better. Now I days I am not liking telling ppl how I am doing. My answer is always or usually 'I am fine' unless the person is somebody very close who wouldnt call me a neagtive person!
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